welcome to my wonderland
2002-05-13 @ 8:03 p.m.

I wrote something here last night, but then IE froze, and I didn't get to publish it. I was pretty mad. Anyway, today was a rather nice day in the sense that it was an easy day at school and there was not much to do. Things are finally winding down, but tomorrow is the AP exam. I am NOT looking foward to that shiz. It's three whole hours of testing madness. I just hate doing it because I know that I am going to be incredibly lost and not have any idea about what to write and am going to end up being totally incoherent. Oh well, I don't care. I just feel a little bit bad because my teacher put so much work into teaching us. Then I also reflect upon how much of a heartless bitch she's been thoughout the year and I don't really care all that much anymore. The test will be hard, and I'll do my best. I'm not going to study.

I forgot that this week is going to be shorter because Friday is Senior Skip Day. This is exciting news because...well, we get to skip school. I made plans to go out to the movies with a bunch of people from school. Mostly it's all of the dorky girls, and some of the smarter girls. Everyone wants to go see the new Star Wars movie. It sounds pretty okay...I didn't really want to see it, but I'll go if it's with a big group of people. We're bound to have fun that way. I guess Antonio is going to buy the tickets online, and then we're just going to pay him for them. The fact that Antonio, of all people, will be joining us, does not make me scream with joy, but I guess I will just have to bear with it. I was invited to go out, so I can't say anything. I was kind of surprised that I was invited out, because I mean, it's all of those dorky boys going who are sort of antisocial and don't care about other people. They usually like to hang out with just 'the guys', or at least that's the impression that I get. Sometimes they can be super annoying, but they can be funny too. Oh well, it will be an experience.

I have to go out tomorrow and get pajamas for pajama day. It will be pretty exciting, I'm sure...Maybe tomorrow I'll sleep over Carla's house so that we can go to pajama day together. I would feel so embarassed walking into school alone with my pajamas on. I think I would want to run and hide. Well, we'll definetly have to get pictures. This should be good.

I finally have everything I need for the prom. I've got my dress back, the shoes, a bracelet, earrings...on Sunday I went out with my mom to get a hand bag and a necklace. I'm going to look cute, I hope. I just don't want anyone to make fun of me. It should be fun, me and Jevy. I still don't know how we're going to get there. Hey, I could drive there on a can-opener with square wheels and I'd still be happy, because I have a date that is nice and cute.

Speaking of guys, I was contemplating how I felt about Chris today. True, I have given up on him, but if he were to ask me to marry him, I would still say yes. (Yes, I know it is very silly and stupid to think of things like this, but I just couldn't help myself.) Despite all of the bad things I have ever said about him, he is very sweet and kind. And also very funny.

Well, I think that's all for now. I might go read Alice in Wonderland for a little bit.

Ciao.

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