i'll be better when i'm older
2000-10-10 @ 9:52 p.m.

Too much homework. I don't know what got into the teachers tonight, but I had driver's ed and dancing, and not a lot of time for homework. Seems the days you have something to do, they always pile it on. Well, I don't know, I am kind of suspecting a lot of things today. About people. I wish they would just tell me what they were thinking! But hey, I don't blame them, because I wouldn't tell them my inner thoughts either.

Well, I was complaining to Kathleen and Min this morning that Michael never talks to me anymore. I said this during third period. After fourth period, I went to my locker and he was there. He said to me, "You know, I feel too distant from you this year." Hmm...how'd he get the hint that fast? I want to know. Anyways, I was thinking about that through the day. It was really weird. Nobody could have told him what I said. He said the same thing after school when we were on the bus. I don't know; it's as if we want to be friends like last year, but we've drifted apart. And I felt like such a dork because I didn't say anything about it. I should have agreed, should have told him I felt the same way. I mean, I really wish that I could just ask him to go to the prom with me, because he is just a really sweet person and can be one of the best friends you'll ever have. But I'm not strong enough to do that. Not yet.

Ah, I have so much more to say, but my parents are bitching at me. Time to go, I guess...

Ciao.

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