The stupid kid in Calligraphy was talking about me again. He was watching me comb my hair. The girl who sits across from me look really dejeted when I didn't hand her a note. I don't feel bad, because I didn't want to do it at all.
I finally found out what the shady deal was with Erin and Thompson. He's been saying all this crap, IMing me and telline me I'm the only one he's ever loved, he wants to get with me, and all of this other untrue crap. He barely knows me, and he's talking all this trash. I can't stand boys. They are so immature and stupid at times. These pewople think I am just a little pawn for them to play with when they feel like it. I thought he and Erin were playing a joke on me, but it was the truth, because I called Erin up and asked her about it, and she was confused too. I just want this to end. I am just going to ignore him until he goes away and leave me alone.
Let me get something straight. In the field of having a boyfriend and being with boys, I can sometimes be a hypocrite. I mean, yeah, I'll say that I feel left out because I don't have a boyfriend and all, but if anyone tries to make an advance on me, if I don't like them back, at least a little, I will just try to get rid of them. I think before I compared myself to Estella from Great Expectations. Look, but don't touch, okay? I will act like a cold bitch toward you if you try to make a move on me. Attention embarasses me, and if you push it over the limit, watch out. I am actually very proud of being a virgin in the world of boyfriends. That makes me stronger, now, doesn't it? I watch others, see what mistakes they make, and try to make sure I won't do the same things. You learn a lot by watching others, and don't just jump into anything unless you're ready.
But, um...don't be afraid of me or anything. I'm a really nice person still. I just don't like when people treat me like garbage. If you want to by my friend, or even just have a conversation with me, do it with class. Then, once you get to know me, we'll see what happens, okay?