you're lovely, but it's not for sure
2000-10-26 @ 9:11 p.m.

*listeing to the radio* This stuff is crazy. I don't know why they even bother. Anyway, tomorrow is Friday. Amen to that. I have been doing nothing tonight. I just did my homework, ate dinner, and that was that. I had to go to Student Council today and it was just so disorganized and messed up. We were supposed to be making flowers for homecoming. It just came upon me a few minutes ago that homecoming is this weekend. I didn't want it to be this weekend. It is such a waste of time, but I still have to go. I will be happy once I get there, but it's going to be all rainy and crap, and I don't really want to be there in the rain. Maybe, if I had someone to hold an umbrella with me, and to buy me a hot chocolate, then it wouldn't be so bad. Alas, this is not the case, nor will it be for some time. So, I will hold my own umbrella, and buy myself a hot chocolate. ;_; It's not so lonely, once you get used to it.

I am still waiting to hear from my dad about letting me go on the trip. I am so patient, and I don't want my letter to go out of his head. I wanted him to make a decision while my thoughts and propaganda were freshly permeating his brain. That way, it gets him while he is weak and makes him bend to my will. But oh, not now, because he has had too much time to think. He must be carefully preparing his defense to knock me down when the time comes. I am so good a getting what I want, but I fear this time I have lost. Still, as I always say, we shall see.

Oh. I forgot to think of stuff to go with the letters of the alphabet for calligraphy. We're making these little alphabet books, and I'm supposed to be thinking of objects to go with each letter. I don't really have anything good for d, q, n, and z. All I could think of for n is nest. I mean, I don't think there are that many good words that begin with n. Nail? That is not cool. I also had to pick a poet out of my book for a poetry project that I have to do for English. That is so utterly gay, and I already hate poetry enough without having to do a project.

Guillermo came to my Physics class again. I was so very happy to see him. He has a secret handshake, and he taught it to Kathleen. I want him to teach it to me!! I am going to force him tomorrow, or at least the next time that I see him. Jens just figured out today that we were cousins. Stupid boy. We've only been saying stuff about being cousins for about a year know, you'd think he would have caught on. Paul just figured it out too. C'mon now, guys can be so dense. I can't take it any more.

But I digress. From what, I do not know. Tomorrow is another day, and that is another day that I have to be up bright and early. Last night was the first night in a while that I haven't dreamed. That is very strange. Well, tonight I shall hope that I dream.

Ciao...buona notte.

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