no me siento bien
2000-10-02 @ 8:29 p.m.

Today, I almost made it until school started, but I didn't. I felt kind of funky this morning, and after I got out of the shower I made a bagel. Then, I wasn't too hungry, and decided to have some pineapple instead. I had that with my vitamins and some nasty cough syrup stuff so my nose wouldn't be dripping all over school. Well, I got to school, and I was just running around, doing a few errands. When I got back upstairs, I started feeling nauseous, so I went to the window to get some air. It didn't help, and I felt as if I was going to throw up. So, I ran down the four flights of stairs down to the bathroom, and Min followed me. I stopped in the hall, and I was convulsing as if I was going to throw up, but nothing was coming up. Nothing happened when I went down to the bathroom either. I looked at my face in the mirror, and it was absolutely white. I have never seen my face that pale before. So, I went to the nurse's office, but school hadn't started yet, so she wasn't in. So, I went up to the building master's office, and asked the secretary if I could go home. She said yes right away, and I could have just left, but I wanted my mom to come and pick me up because I didn't feel like taking the bus home and then walking. I was miserable waiting for her. I felt like every minute was an eternity. Finally she got there, and I got to go home. I put my pajamas back on, crawled into bed, and didn't wake up until many hours afterward. I felt crappy when I woke up, but my mom left me a note on one of those little yellow sticky notes:

Hi Baby!,
Try having some flat Coke - it will make you feel better! Call when you wake up-
Love,
Mom

My mom is the best. She takes such good care of me. <3 *much love to the mother...word up!* When I woke up there was a nice little glass of flat Coke waiting for me. Once I woke up I watched a little bit of television, and then worked on a lab that I had to do for school. I missed so much work today, which really sucks, but I will make it up eventually. The only thing that I regret missing was my Pre Cal test. I was all ready for it, and now I am going to get a test that is harder.

I plan on getting a lot of sleep tonight, though. The season premiere of Roswell is on, so I'll watch that, and then go to bed. I am not sure what I will wear tomorrow. I looked very pretty today, but then I had to go home and be sick and pretty. It was not nice. I am just glad that I did not actually throw up. I mean, the convulsing was pretty bad, but it wasn't as bad as actually throwing up. After you go though that, you just feel exhausted and gross the whole day. Hai Hung called me after school to see how I was doing. I am happy about that.

I have a lot of favorite songs now. There are a lot of good songs out. I like...You're a God by Vertical Horizon, Arms Wide Open by Creed, Right Now by SR-71 (this is a little bit old), and Between Me and You by Ja Rule and Christina Milian. Those are my favorite songs for now. They will probably change tomorrow. Well, time to go, the television awaits me. I wonder what the weather will be like tomorrow?

Ciao.

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