the big apple
2000-11-20 @ 9:20 p.m.

Ah, the last night of my writing for quite a few nights. I doubt that anybody will miss it. I am so freakin' tired tonight, but I must stay up and watch Roswell, as well as type a million things at a time and focus on a few other things. This is getting interesting.

I am almost ready to jet off to New York tomorrow. I don't think that I am going to be able to concentrate in school tomorrow. I just want to get out of there, seriously. There are so many things that I want to do, and just go out, and watch the parade, go shopping, see stuff. Send postcards! I am kind of pakced, even though I am leaving tomorrow. I have to remember to thow everything that I need somewhere in a bag to take it along. Argh, I had so much to write, and now I forget it 'cos I am watching television.

Today in Physics we were talking about the universe. We just kind of got off on a tangent, but it got me thinking. I mean, what if there are really other people out there, living on a planet, just like ours? Or maybe, it is even different from ours. What if, I mean...what if there are people who are EXACTLY like us? That would be so very berry cool. Yes, that is probably a stupid thing to think about, but one never knows. Maybe one of these days we'll find out. I just hope that when I die I'll get all of my questions answered. That would be one of the sweetest prizes ever. To know everything that you ever wanted to know. I think one thing that keeps me alive is the thought of that, when I die, I will go to heaven. If someone can think of a better reward than that, please let me know. I am getting to be incredibly cheesy here, so forgive me.

I am starting to think again that Antonio does in fact like like Katherine. He just follows her with those eyes. It's funny though, because I know that nothing will ever come of it. I feel bad, yes of course, but then there is always the chance that I can move in. =^_^= Who knows what the future will bring.

I don't know what else to say, except for the fact that I am going to forget about everything that is bothering me for the next few days. I hope everyone in my family is in a good now. Right now they are all being pissy and driving out of my head. I just wish that they would go away! *haha* Time to get used to it, we're going to have to be spending time together.

Ciao.

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