so in love with two
2000-12-19 @ 9:09 p.m.

You know, I was looking at some of my diary entries from the summer, and I can't help but notice how much better they are from my writings of late. Those were from when I was happy, and I didn't have anything to worry about. They were taken from when my days were not monotonous and everything that happened revolved around school. I had a freaking LIFE, even if it was boring. That was also before my writing became formatted to producing three-prong essays for the domineering Ms. Lee. I get bored with summer after a while, but you know what? It is a hell of a lot better than drowning in my sorrows and constantly having nothing to talk about except school.

I can't wait for my vacation. I can't wait until I am finished with school. I can't wait until the day when I can take all of those papers, all of those books, all of that hard work, and make a giant bonfire and burn it all. Because then, I won't need it anymore, and I can do that. It would make me feel a lot better, and I don't know why. I think I'll just skip the whole day of school and what it brought and move on to my life outside of school and after school for today. Not that school was bad, or what I did after was extremely interesting, but I'm trying to get away from it here.

Okay, so today after school I was waiting at the bus with Min to go home, also along with Kaitlin. We saw Michael and were talking with him until the bus came. We were standing at the back of the bus because there were no seats, and just chatting about the day and stuff like that. All of the sudden I felt someone's hand wrapped around mine. It took me a split second to realize that Michael had placed his hand on mine, and I was just a little confused at first. I got that giddy feeling, and I was just kind of looking at him with a curious face for a second, and then he took his hand off. He said to me, "It's a good think that you were'nt a stranger, 'cos if I had done that, I probably would have gotten hit." I just laughed at this, but I wonder why he did that. He never does things like that to me. Hmph. I bet he is going to be yet another on the list who you want to tell them that you love them, but you just can't, 'cos who knows what they'll think.

I went home and did some school-related things, as much as I despise them. After that I went to dancing, and I think that I did really well for a change. No one commented on it, but I know I did better, so kudos to me. When I came home I had some chicken soup for dinner that my mom had made. Oh, I forgot to add that when I came home my hair looked really cool. When I left for school this morning, I didn't have time to dry it, so I just shoved it up in a clip. When I came home and took the clip out, the top was all nice and straight and the bottom was all curled and nice. I bet I couldn't do it right again if I tried.

Right now I'm grooving to the JP mix of So in love with two by Mikaila. It's an awesome mix, if you ask me. Mmm...time to go back to researching those books. Only two more hard days to go my fellow citizens.

Ciao.

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