so, this guy walks into a bar...
2000-12-27 @ 9:13 p.m.

Mmm. I am just so pissed off. I'm trying to install Ikonboard, but how can you do it when there's about two hundred files to upload and you can't use FTP?!? ARGH! I already had Boardpower installed, but it's full of a bunch of bugs and other annoying problems that I don't have time to fix. Shouldn't things work right once and a while? I guess that would just be too good for me, right? I give up. I try to do something productive, and there always ends up being a roadblock.

I still have a whole lot of homework to do, and I don't want to do it. I mean, I can't take this. Vacation is supposed to be fun, and I'm just using it to catch up on work that I've missed and have to do. I hate this. I just want to complain and complain all day. Even if I do a lot of work, I still feel as if I've done nothing. Just because of the simple fact that there's so much to do.

I finally talked to Kerri on the phone. She got a bunch of cool stuff for Christmas. She got a DVD player, a digital camera, a scanner, and about a six hundred dollars in gift certificates. I ended up with no money and forty dollars to Old Navy. Oh well. I was excited about what I got for Christmas, but I can tell that I'm going to be disappointed when I end up seeing what everyone else got and realizing that I got less. I don't know why, but I just got in a really bitter mood all of the sudden. I think it's because of Ikonboard and trying to do the right thing, only to get screwed. That coupled with my heavy workload has ruined my previously good attitude. My sister has also been bugging the hell out of me all day.

I'm going out tomorrow to the mall with Kerri. It sounded good a first, until I realized that I could be spending the time doing my piles of homework, and also that I don't have any money. I'm sick of this computer...I'm so sick of everything...grr. Even music is not making me happy. My nail polish is chipping off as well. Tell me that doesn't suck.

Ciao...il mondiale odio me.



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