My aunt is going to come home for a few days, so I guess she'll be going back to the hospital on Tuesday morning. I'm just glad that she doesn't have to stay there anymore, because I know it makes everyone feel really sad and upset. I think we're going to surprise her on New Year's Eve tomorrow and ring in the new year with her. It is a very morbid thought, but as my mother told me, we may as well make it good, because it may be her last. I still can't really accept that she has cancer, and I don't really beleive it. I think that she'll end up being okay and everything will work out just fine. It still hasn't hit me yet, and I doubt it ever will. I see her sickness staring me right in the face, yet I doubt it's presence, like an illusion that you can see, then go to touch and discover is thin air. It's so very weird. Mmm...no matter. I was going to have a little party tomorrow, but I guess that is going to be nixed now.
Before dinner I talked to Kathleen on the phone for about an hour. We talked about our science fair project, as we're working on it together, and she was happy because she found a bunch of pages to research from. We just started to talk about school and how much we didn't want to go back, and then we came upon the subject of Antonio. We both want to know if he is gay. We've made it our mission of 2001 to find out the truth. We were making up all of these extravagant plans that were just really crazy. It was kind of funny though. We were going to trick him to coming to Kathleen's house by telling him that Derrek was going to be there, and then tying him down to a chair and shining a light on his face. Then we'd get the truth! *hehe* We are so very evil, but when you want to know something, you just need to know sometimes. We came up with a few other plans as well, but I don't really care to elaborate.
Hm, maybe I should start writing my paper tomorrow, but I also have a whole lot of letters to write. We shall see.