set this place on fire and watch it burn
2000-12-05 @ 7:57 p.m.

Oh, just kill me now, and I'll be better off. I've been feverishly preparing for the oral presentation tomorrow, and it's driving me nuts. I hate this stuff, and it's going to be a lot worse if I don't print up a handout or make a poster or something to go along with it. If I don't make one, I'll look like a slacker and get a bad grade, but I really don't feel like taking all of the extra work to do it. I'll probably end up doing it though, just to not look bad. Maybe if I pass out a piece of paper people can direct their attention there and not look at me. It will at least work as a good diversion, don't you think? I was asking Guillermo for tips on how to give a presentation, and that was his suggestion. Even if it doesn't work, it's worth a try, I suppose. Right now my eyes are all bloodshot and I look like I'm on drugs. I wish I could just get some sleep for once. I am worried about that, plus the fact that I might have a Pre Cal quiz tomorrow. If my teacher even thinks of doing that, I damn him to hell. I sure hope he doesn't so very much that I would eat slugs to not have a quiz tomorrow. Okay, maybe not slugs...well, maybe slugs, if they were fried.

I forgot to mention that yesterday my dad brought home a Christmas tree. Usually we have this big huge tree that takes up the whole living room, but this year we got a smaller one that fits just right. When I came home today and walked in the house, I could smell that good pine smell. That made me kind of happy for a few minutes until I thought of the homework that I had to do. I just sank down in the chair in pain and started working. I swear, my muscles ache so much now and I don't know why. My back always hurts and stuff...I probably should have gone to dancing today to stretch it out, but I couldn't, or else I would waste too much time. I don't want to do work, I just want to be normal; I wish I could maintain the work schedule with school and just have time to chill out once in a while.

I have really got myself wondering about that Antonio character. Who does he always talk to? Boys. Who does he refuse to talk to? Girls. It is so very strange. Well, I will tell you if he ends up being gay, what a waste for the girls. Just like that kid who was on Real World New Orleans. He was so very cute. Oh well. I am probably making a real dork out of myself by assuming these things. Actually, I don't really talk about them to anyone else. I just think them in my head, so I guess it's not that bad. Sometimes you just wonder something, and you really want to know. Y'know what I mean?

I think I have 'wasted' enough time. It's way past due time to get back to writing that stupid paper about William Lloyd Garrison, the great abolitionist. If he was never alive, then I wouldn't have to write anything about him. Rot in your grave, bastard.

Ciao.

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