The variety show was so awesome. There were a lot of great acts that I enjoyed watching. I didn't know that so many people in my school had talent. Of course, there were one or two acts that were really not all that great, but on the whole a lot of effort was put into everything. I got really mad at the people around me who were talking during other's performances. I just think it's really rude and unfair to them after they spent so much time on what they were doing. I think the best act was these two kids who did a breakdancing set. I knew one of the kids from my old elementary school. That was a really awesome one. There were a lot of singing acts, some good, and some really not good. There were a lot of ethnic dance numbers, which I could have done without. I mean, one or two is nice, but when the program gets all bogged down with them, it gets boring. A lot of people in my school are so racist; when their friends were up they would clap and whistle and stuff, but while the others were up, they would talk and laugh. Well, I guess you can't change the world in a day.
Nothing stood out at school, becuase I mostly zombied my way through the whole entire day.
I am so mad at everyone who is happy because they have a boyfriend. Kristen just got a new boyfriend, and she's all mushy over him. She was wondering why all of the sudden this year she's actually had a few boyfriends. Well, it's so obvious that the only reason that this has happened is because she became a cheerleader. I only wish that someone liked me as a girlfriend. It wouldn't be so bad listening to other people talk about their boyfriends. The thing that they all don't see is that it won't last. People these days can't keep a steady if their life depended on it. At the variety show one of the acts was a boy who wrote a song (music and lyrics), and sang it on the stage for his girlfriend. Okay, like, nobody will ever do anything like that for me. Seriously, no one values me for who I am. Unlike other people, I don't try to put up a facade to hide behind so that people will like me. Even Mindy tonight was freaking out because the kid she liked came with her, and he sat with us. She got all jealous when this other annoying girl sat next to him, and she just acted really different. It's so annoying when people have boyfriends, because they just forget about their other friends. Oh, bite me. I'm just bitter and jealous because I haven't had a boyfriend yet. I'm not rushing myself, but I don't get why someone as pretty, talented, smart, and nice as me is left out in the cold...all of the time. I think it's because I never speak out about anything. Well, I don't care. I'm still not going to change myself.