just like the air you breathe
2001-01-14 @ 10:21 p.m.

Ha. I didn't write last night because I felt so sick that I thought I might die. Right now I am trying to do something constructive with my diary, but it is just not working. Damn the stupid idea of cascading style sheets and all of that other junk that never works the way you want it too. HTML was easy for me to learn, and all of this makes me feel as if I'm in way over my head. I don't even care anymore, because I'm really tired.

I went out to the movies last night to see 'Save the Last Dance'. It was a wicked good movie, except for the fact that halfway through it I started to feel really sick and as if I was going to throw up. I finally left to go out to the bathroom, because I just thought I might throw up my entire supper all over the theatre. I didn't want to do that. I went into the bathroom and nothing happened, but some lady opened up the door on me as I was leaned over the bowl in apprehension of throwing up. I was so embarrassed, and I'm sure she was too. I didn't care though, and just sort of mumbled something to her. I rinsed off my face with some cold water, because I was really flushed and red. Then I went back to finish up the movie. My legs started shaking and I couldn't stop them. It was the weirdest thing. I couldn't enjoy the rest of the movie because I felt bad, but it was still good, from what I saw of it. After that, I just wanted to go home. Upon arriving home, I was greeted by my dad, who was totally smashed to the moon and back. I was pissed off at that, and even though he was being funny and happy, I just threw on my pajamas and went to bed. I'm pretty sure I fell asleep really quickly.

I got up early this morning and just did some stuff. In the afternoon I went to the mall with my mom and dad just to get out of the house and look around. After that I went to the supermarket with my mom. I looked so pretty today with my wavy hair, and makeup that looked perfect for a change. It was nice, but it figures that everything falls into place on a day that no one would see me. My dad wanted to buy me a plug converter for when I go to Spain, but the one we saw was kind of expensive. I think I'm getting my passport photos taken soon.

Ciao.

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