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2001-01-15 @ 8:55 p.m.

School sucks. *squirts lighter fluid, lights a match, and watches the school BURN...*
I am so sick of projects, tests, debates, work, and other stupid things that are not conducive to world peace and other helpful things. I had the day off today, but instead of enjoying it, I worried about every sort of stupid homework that was due today. I have gone so far as to start listening to the sort of depressing and angsty songs that I never listen to, which I guess could be classified as a part of 'alternative' music. Dark music to fit a dark mood. I must say, it's a pretty good match. I had forgotten how much I had enjoyed the sound of Fuel previously.

Today it snowed a real lot and hailed some too. Then, the rain came and washed it all away. I was pretty pissed about that. I had to go out and shovel all of the slush and stuff so it wouldn't get icy. I was so mad that I was shoveling the snow and literally sending it flying into the snow pile in the front lawn. I was just heaving piles of snow at a very rapid rate. At least it's good excercise. It probably will help to strenghten my upper body if we get enough snow. I am hoping that it will rain and flood tonight, then freeze. If that happens, all of the teacher's plans for tomorrow are screwed up, and I don't have to go through with my debate this week, nor take lots of tests. Hah! Hah! Heeeeeee...if that happens I will be so happy. I can imagine it now. It would be so perfect.

I went to the mall today. It was really boring. I guess it was just good to get out of the house though. I ended up trying on some prom dresses. I guess it's always good to start early with these things. Kerri tried on some of the same ones that I did, and they looked really bad. Half of the ones I tried on were not fitting because the front kept falling down too easily. I guess I'll have to end up stuffing my bra or something to keep the dress up. j/k I tried on a really pretty light blue one, so I'm keeping that as one of my options. I'm just glad I get to wear a long dress, because I hate the bottom of my legs. They have muscles from dancing, which are really ugly.

I better get going. I've got to get up early tomorrow and take a shower. I think I'll listen to some more music first. It helps to calm the savage beast. Rawr.

Ciao.

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