i guess i'm obligated to write
2000-01-21 @ 18:42:12

Hmm. I feel kind of obligated to write this. I haven't written any entries in so long. Not that anyone reads them anyway, but for my own sake. I have been feeling better lately, until that time of the month started to roll around. Now my once slender frame makes me feel like a bloated cow...but on to more pleasant things...

I guess I am really tired from this week. I am kind of happy, though, as I got to switch my gym class, and now I can be with Min, and I won't have to be by myself. Thank goodness. I don't exactly treasure the thought of gym, but it makes me happy to know that I have at least one person I know in my class.

What do you call it, love or infatuation? Sometimes, when I see Chris do some stupid thing, like stretch out or just write something down, my blood feels as if it rushes through my veins really fast. I can feel it in my heart, but then I can also feel it in my wrists. I think that is so weird. Sometimes I just can't stop thinking about him. It's almost as if I believe he is mine, long before anything had and will happen. I get mad every time I see Carolyn. I mean, who is this girl? Is she better than me or something? Is it her blonde hair, or her perfect blue eyes? I'm sorry if I'm not what you want. Everone else thinks that we look good together...

I have got mid-terms coming up next week. How stressful, ne? I have got to do a lot more work on my webpage. I have been way too lazy. Yeah, well, I'll write soon, I promise.



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