my heart's just not in it
2001-01-28 @ 8:37 p.m.

You know, I just don't really feel like writing anything tonight. I know I didn't write anything last night, but it was because I was really upset and didn't feel like writing when I was in a depressed mood. I would just regret what I wrote later. Let's just leave it at the fact that last night a fight ensued where the contenders were Dad vs. the rest of the family. After he has a few drinks, he's beyond being able to reason with, so what was supposed to be a nice night out last night turned into getting no supper and being screamed at. He's still not talking to any of us, but I couldn't care less.

I went out for dim sum today. I felt like such an interloper in the restauraunt, and you can just tell when people are looking at you. Yeah, well we took along George, so he ordered all of the stuff. The waiter gave me a fork, which I did not use. I guess he just assumed that I was American, so I couldn't use the chopsticks. After that we watched the dragon dances and went into a few stores and such. My mom bought me some pasteries and candy. It was a really nice day, even if dad decided to bail out at the last minute. I now have a little apple man figurine on the top of my computer, laughing and smiling. I guess now I have something to look at that will make me happy.

I spent the rest of the day doing homework and other menial tasks around the house. I went to CVS with mom and Kat to pick up a prescription, and Kat and I were reading the Valentine's Day cards and cracking up at them. Some of them were just so cute and funny. Hmm...I still have to read.

Ciao.

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