In gym Kathleen and I started talking about the prom again. I didn't really want to talk about it, but she brought it up and seemed so happy, so I didn't want to say anything. She was talking about this and that and how she wanted a dress and how she was so happy she had a boyfriend and on and on and on. It was not really very fun. Then I told her that I still didn't have a date, and she felt kind of bad about it. She was trying to think of someone who could go with me, but she told me that no one in school was worthy enough or deserving of me. She said it would be very hard to find anybody who would fit her criteria for matching up with me. She just makes me laugh sometimes. She suggested a few people, but I was not liking her suggestions all too much. Still, the whole conversation left me feeling kind of stale. After gym we went up to our lockers and her boyfriend was in the hall, and they were like, making out in front of my very eyes, which wasn't very fun either. I hate pda, it's just so nasty. I don't want to watch people getting it on in the hallway. She's happy though, so I'm not going to say anything. Still, that just made me feel kind of crappy too.
Then, when we finally got to lunch, there was no one to sit at the table except for Kathleen and I. It was so unfair, because I'm used to being surrounded by all of my friends and having these big conversations, and now it's only us two. Christina was supposed to sit with us, but she left as well. In pre cal I got a bunch of homework that I had to finish for tonight, and at the moment I still don't have most of it done because it's really difficult. He gave us three assignments, and I saved two of them tonight. I have one of them only 5% finished, which is a real drag. I guess I'll just have to ask him for an extension or something.
When I came home I just felt all lethargic and sick. I want to go to bed early tonight and get some sleep for tomorrow. I can't take this much more. It's only the first day of the week, and I'm already burnt out. Spanish test tomorrow as well. Ms. Lee is piling on the English essays and work as well. Now I've got a book project to do in Psych. Not to mention that I have to combat the Science Fair as well. Sometimes, does anyone feel like giving up? I know I do.