tell me what i did to deserve this
2000-01-09 @ 18:17:11

It was all my fault, wasn't it?

That's what you say, when you know it was your own self.

I made you do it? You must be right, although I doubt it.

You told me that I was too melodramatic.

I am your daughter, aren't I? Maybe I was mistaken.

Why did you throw my supper away? Did I deserve that? Didn't you know that I was hungry?

Why did you yell at my mommy so? I was enraged at you.

And you still tell me that it's all my fault.

Maybe it was. Maybe I'm missing something.

But I doubt it.

I ask you why. Why do you do the things that you do?

It happens more often now.

Do you remember that time, not too long ago, less than a year in fact? My birthday? My fifteenth birthday?

I hope you remember. Because I will never forget.

You don't see what you do. Do you see when I cry? Do you even care about me then?

You tell me I am stupid. I am a snotty child. Don't you remember, I am your daughter?

Tell me what I've done wrong, so maybe I can fix it.

You say it's my fault? But is it really? One day I'd like you to take a look at yourself. Tell me what you see.

Did I really deserve this, after all?

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