there's no strings to my game
2001-02-18 @ 11:08 p.m.

I figured that since I am not going to be here tonight, that I might as well write now, before I leave for the day. I am so bored at the moment, but what else is new? I went to church this morning. I was reluctant to get up, because I was so nice and comfy in my warm bed with my pjs on and everything. I don't remember if I was dreaming whether or not at that moment, but I was in a deep sleep when my dad came in. I heard him say, "Baby, it's time to get up now and get ready for church." At this point, when I was groggily aware that I had to leave the comfort of my warm bed and get up, I was a little bit pissed off.

I don't really mind going to church, it's just that a lot of times I don't feel any better about going. It's almost as if it's fake worship. I don't understand what I'm supposed to be getting out of it and I really don't get anything. But then there's times when I really need to be brought back down to earth again, and it helps me keep a level head and remember about the types of things that I feel are the most important in life. It's really good in the sense. When I came home, I had a cup of hot chocolate and some apple-type pastry thing. I don't know what it was, but my dad picked it up from somewhere, so I ate it.

I guess I'd better get going now. I have a feeling in a few moments that my dad will be yelling at me that it's time to leave. At the moment, I am writing this, listening to music, and basically watching the #protagonist chat. I am just being kind of introverted and not really saying anything. I think I have been idle for 36 minutes of the 38 minutes I've been chatting. I just can't get into the conversation...bah. Well, time to go now! I guess I have to turn of my computer.

Ciao!

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