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2001-02-19 @ 9:31

So tired, so sleepy. I woke up really early this morning in the hotel room and felt nausious. Then after breakfast I got this burning feeling around my heart. I thought it was heartburn or something, but I don't really know what the feels like, as I have never had to deal with it before. ((Aww shit, my foot just fell asleep..owowowow)) When I ate dinner, and even after that, I got that burning feeling again. I don't know what it is, and I hope it's not something bad. I am halfway done with reading She's Come Undone by Wally Lamb. I don't really like it all that much, but there is something magnetizing about reading it.

I had to babysit today for Gus, which was a real chore. Now, besides teething and having a urinary tract infection, he has also got a cold. He just fussed all day long, and there's nothing I could do to make him happy. I don't care about that though...that was simply a minor part of my day.

I have to call Kathleen and ask her when she plans on getting together to work on our science fair project. We only have a week to complete it, and time is running quickly. She obviously does't think that we need a lot of time to work on such things, but I am thinking otherwise. You can't just pull these types of projects together at the last minute, you know. I hope that we don't get into the school science fair, because I really don't want to do it at all. We will have to make our project nice enough to get a good grade, but crappy enough to avoid the school science fair. I hate stupid public speaking as much as I hate science fair.

Things have started out okay for me this week. I hope I don't fall into the ruts of depression that followed me around last week. Think happy thougts. As if that ever really helps. I think writing in my diary sometimes puts me into a deperssed mood. Maybe I make myself think of bad things to fill my entries up rather than elaborate on the few good things. Ay ay ay ay ay.

Ciao.

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