School was another easy day today, so we don't have to talk about that either. In gym all of the girls are probably out to get me because I play soccer a little more agressively than they do. They just stand there and don't expect people to steal the ball from them. I just get up in their face and kick the ball away as soon as they are about to kick or pass it. I get so mad when people just stand around and don't do anything, and then let the other team get a goal. I mean, I can't be everywhere at the same time to block and pass and kick and score. No one puts any effort into it at all. They should all be punished for their bad efforts. Fifty kicks to the head with a soccer ball.
Still don't have a date to the prom. Kathleen is trying to set up Keith and Havovi now, so I guess I don't get a chance anymore. It's okay though...they'll all see when I show up and make them all envious. I won't go with a date now. If anyone asks me, I'll just tell them that I don't want to go with them. There is a select list of people from whom I will accept invitations and let have the privledge of going with me, but other than that, people can go scrub. I went to Student Council today, and Carolyn was giving me strange looks from across the room. I am guessing that she knows that I am desperately infatuated with her boyfriend. I could really care less about that stupid girl anyway. I always say that I don't like him, but it's not true, I think. I will always have a place for him, simply because...well, I don't know. You can't deny that you like someone if it's really true. You can hide it from others, but not from yourself.