The flower show was so pissingly aggravating that I just wanted to kill someone. I had to work with these two other girls who were these big all-around losers, and liked to sneer at Erin and I because of the city that we're from. They thought that they were so much better because they live out in the rich snotty suburbs. All I heard about all day were all of their accomplishments and this and that. I didn't even want to talk to them. When I worked last night, I got into a fight with one of the girls who was there today. She was trying to tell me that it was stupid that our school didn't let us wear hats in the building, and I told her that it was bad manners to wear a hat inside anyway. She wanted to get in a big brawl over it, but I just walked away from her. Little did I know that she would be working with me today at the show. I just wanted to die when I saw her walk toward the booth. (Twenty minutes late, might I add.) She tried the whole day to make me look stupid, and I just basically ignored her the whole day, and told her off when she needed to be. I basically wanted to slap her face, but there are some things that you just can't do with a lot of people around. The one good thing about the show it that I got these neat decorational flowers. They're roses that are made from leaf fibers. They look just like real roses, and colored like them too. I want to get a pretty vase and keep them out in my room. Erin was also lying a lot during the day, which was making me mad. When we went home, there were no seats on the train, and the train kept stopping for some reason. I think it took almost an hour to get home.
I was glad that we took the time to visit Auntie today. We brought her pizza from her favorite place, and we all ate together at her house. At first it was a bit strange seeing that all of her hair had fallen out from the chemotherapy, but I got used to it after a little bit. She is still the same person, with or without the hair. After dinner Kat and I sat on their nice couch with a blanket, and watched Jeopardy. My uncle brought up this huge two and a half gallon of container of ice cream that he had, so we all ate some of that. I think he eats the most ice cream of anyone I know. He eats it every single day...but he doesn't get fat from it. I wonder why he loves ice cream so much? Well, it was nice to see her, but we had to leave after a few hours to get to the mall before it closed. Auntie said that we could stay with her while our parents went to the mall, but I could see that she was getting really tired, so Kat and I left. Plus, I wanted to see if I could get my sweater at the mall.
The mall. Well, that is a different story. I hated going there tonight. My parents had to buy a rug for the living room as well as my sister's room, and there was this extremely annoying salesman who I was about to smack, had I not walked away from him. I was really tired and in an irratible mood from earlier in the day. It took what have been something simple to be done in a half hour two hours to get done. I was so mad and bored. My mom said that she would take me to the mall again tomorrow. I saw a few things that I liked anyway.
I got my dress for the prom today...the one that I ordered from dELiA*s. It was fine, except for the fact that when I tried to zip it up in the back, it wouldn't go up all the way!! *gasp* I was about to cry and complain that I was getting really fat, when I realized that my back is just really broad, and it wouldn't zip up. I almost made it though. I was a little nervous about brining up the whole Joe and senior prom situation to my mother, but she was understanding about it, and even thought that it was a nice idea. That is one heavy load off of my back, let me tell you. I was so worried that I might not be able to go if she said no to me. Well, he still hasn't asked me yet, so I guess that's fine too. Maybe my life would be a lot less complicated if he didn't. He was being so nice to me last night when we were talking online, but it turned awkward with one thing that he said. I didn't know what to say back. Well, we shall see what becomes of this whole ordeal. Right now I'm tired. I have a whole big list of all of the things I have to do tomorrow.