Tell Me You Love Me

fun times forever
2001-03-31 @ 10:53 p.m.

Okay, so today was spiffily fun. I thought that it would have turned out to be a disaster, but it was actually quite amusing and fun. Last night I decided that I would go to Harvard Square with the whole C++ progamming crew along with Kathleen and Havovi. I thought that it would be really awkward because Chris and Kathleen are paired up, and so are Havovi and Keith, and the only other people who were going were me, Joe, and this other kid Kirk. Still, it was not that bad. I found out that Kirk is not really as scary as I thought he was before. I used to be very afraid of him. So anyway, we were at school, because today was the regional science fair, and they were all in it. (Of course, how could they not have been?) We walked from the school to Harvard, which was really long, but still fun. When we got there, we didn't really know what to do, but Kathleen wanted to get food, so we did that first. We went to get pizza, which was super nice. The pizza place was up in this warm cozy loft thing that is part of the Garage Mall. I felt bad because Kathleen and Keith paid for the pizza, but they refused to take any money for it. They paid for the drinks too! Argh! I hate when people pay for stuff for me, because I feel as if maybe I am being cheap or something. Anyhow, after that we bummed around the square for a few hours, just walking around stores and stuff, taking in all the sights. Then we went to get some juice/coffee/hot cocoa whatever at Finagle a Bagle. There were supposed to be couches down in the basement, but they were all taken, so we just sat at the regular tables. When people left we moved all of our stuff over there and pulled up some chairs around the table and the two smaller couches. There were some people down there playing chess, which was really odd. After that we decided to walk home, which by then, made my feet really hurt.

*hehe* I think Joe has a crush on meeeeee...I think I could tell, just because I can. It's okay though, I don't mind that he's shy, because I am too. Still, it would be so freaky...three friends and three friends, all hooked up. Wow. Weird. When Chris drove me home, I was thinking about how I should leave the car, so that I didn't look like a fool. I had to go home because it's Courtney's twenty-first birthday, and my aunt was having a cake for her. (I think I made the mistake of saying that she was twenty-two in a previous entry.) Anyway, Chris told me that everyone in the car was going to his house to watch movies together, and I was welcome to come if I got bored. (My aunt's house is right down the street from his house.) I knew I wouldn't go after the fact, but it was a nice gesture anyway. So, I said thanks to Chris, said my goodbyes to Kathleen as well, but then I didn't really know what to do about Joe. I knew during the day that he wanted to say something to me, or probably just hold my hand or something, but I didn't do anything about it. I just kind of rested my head on his shoulder for a moment, and said goodbye, then I had to listen to Kathleen's extremely loud "Awwwwwww!!". Oh God, I wanted to die right then and there. She always embarasses me like that. But I guess that's okay. We shall see what happens from now on.

I went to auntie's, which was nice. It was good to see Courtney again. Guillermo was there, so we had some nice chats and just joked around for a while. Lauren and Jimmy were there with my other auntie and uncle, and Matt's mom was there as well. I can't forget about Courtney's boyfriend too...I like him so much better than her other boyfriends, because he actually has a personality. He's really nice and funny too. Courtney is going to be an archtect, so when I told her about my trip to Spain, she wanted me to bring back pictures of the Alhambra palace for her. I will be sure to do that. I think I will have to just take lots of pictures, then make a little collage out of them and give it to her. I want to do something nice for her, as I don't see her a lot, and we used to be really close.

Erm, I'm really tired now, and I want to go to sleep. First psychology homework though, and then sleep. I have to get up early tomorrow and go to church. Egad.

Ciao.

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