Today during my office assistant period, I had to do some work in the book room organizing things. I found some ancient books in the Portuguese section and took one of them for myself. I know that nobody uses those anyway, so I might as well make use of it. I am trying to teach myself, and it's not that hard to understand at all because the structure and conjugation is very similar to Spanish. Still, there are a lot of little points that I miss or mix up with Spanish. And the pronunciation is the worst. I don't even know why I'm bothering to learn the language anymore, considering that I've been cast aside, but I sort of wanted to learn it for myself in the first place. That whole situation has been eating away at my soul the past few days, for sure. I don't think I'll ever be healed unless I know for sure that he wants me to never talk to him again.
Well, I'd better get back to the homework. I've still got quite a bit to do.