Dear X for April: You make me feel...
I only wish I could tell you how you make me feel. You are the sweetest person I have ever encountered, and I don't ever want to lose you, because you make me feel special. Before I was thinking about writing to someone who made me feel upset, or someone who forced me to cry. Then I realized that they weren't worth my words, because I thought of you.
Sometimes when I think of you, I smile and wonder what you're doing at that moment of the day. People around me ask me what I’m thinking about, and I just smile, keeping my sweet secret to myself. Yet, sometimes I wonder...do you know how you make me feel?
I can see us, sitting out at night on the grass with a warm breeze enveloping us, sitting close, holding hands. I truly think in that I would have found heaven on earth. I have always dreamed that my first kiss would be shared with you, and I know in my heart that it would be the sweetest kiss ever. These things are only in my heart though, and I’ll never be able to tell you how I feel. I often wonder if you feel the same way, and if you think of these things too. I'm too shy to ask you though, or maybe just more afraid that you’ll say that you don’t feel the same way. I wonder if you would even tell me the truth, and I still wonder more if I would be able to believe you if you were to say yes. With your words I feel wanted, with your words I feel safe.
Please don't ever leave me, because you make me feel the most wonderful thing in the world...happiness.
Ciao.