i can't find that song
2001-07-03 @ 9:33 p.m.
I am so bored. Today was so boring. Tomorrow is the day that we're leaving for Maine. We're only staying for two nights. Still, I don't really want to be up there, because there's not much to do. Plus, the weather isn't going to be all that swell, so it won't be that much fun. I was expecting all of my family to be up there, and that there was going to be some big gathering or something, but I guess not. No one really wants to come up to the cottage anymore. If it rains, I'll have to go swimming out in the ocean. That was really fun last year, except for the fact that my backpack got soaked and I almost lost my adidas sandal to a hungry dog. There is no nightlife up there, and definetly not a lot of kids to hang around with. At least not a lot of kids that would want to hang around with the likes of me. The arcade gets old, the beach gets boring, and the "downtown" just gets really stale after not too long. Well, I have all of my stuff packed already. It's not much, actually. Just enough to get me by. Maybe I'll make some friends while I'm up there. Not likely, but we can always try for a change of pace.
Yesterday was such an awful day. I mean, no matter what I did, I could not kick the glum feeling that was following me around. I did every possible thing I could think of, but nothing worked. I hate when stuff like that happens. Even my mom noticed, which is pretty weird, because I'm usually very good at hiding my true feelings. She asked me if I was depressed. I think some days I do get depressed...I get really upset and introverted and glum, and I just don't know why. Hmph.
I have almost got my greymatter blog type thing all up and running. It will be fantastic. The layout is a little plain and not so lovely, but it's all that I am capable of at the moment. I shall unveil the loveliness of it all sometime this week.
Ciao.
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