I ate so many carrots today. I hope I don't turn orange. I was watching E! True Hollywood Story one day, and it was about the Partridge Family. One of the girls had one of those anorexia problems or something, and all she ate was carrots. The whole cast said that her skin turned to have an orange tint to it. I hope that doesn't happen to me. I think I've been eating too many carrots lately.
I'm talking about school, retail jobs, and being bored. Marcus went home today, around eight o'clock, I believe. Well, I hope his ride home is safe. That's all I have to say tonight. I'm distracted.
Ciao.
10:52 p.m.
Yeah, it's bye to me, but I'm sure they spend plenty of time saying bye to each other. Who knows what they say? I guess I will never know. I thought I had a chance, once upon a time. I guess not. I'm just a pretty little pawn in everyone's game. Innocent, always there when you need her. But just brush her aside when you find something 'better'. Talk to me, be my friend, but never get close, 'cos that might bring something on. You wouldn't want that, because you have someone else. You'll wait forever for them, just to hear them say what you want to hear, but it won't happen. If it does, it will never last, 'cos it didn't work the first time around. You can never see what's right under your nose, what's really been there all the time. Won't someone look at me?
You walk along by yourself
There's no sound, nothing is changing
Been gone away, left you there
Emptiness is nothing you can't share
All those words that hurt you
More than you would let it show
Comes apart, by yourself
All is well and everything is wasted