you can leave, but don't look back
2001-08-21 @ 10:40 p.m.

I don't know why I went on an emotional rampage last night. Now that I read everything over, I don't know what I was thinking. Well, I sure am over that, or at least pretty much over that. I've been working on my bag before I decided to write this. I got a pattern to sew a handbag, and I am working on it. It's really cute...I forgot if I mentioned that I was working on it before or not. If you have the newest issue of Seventeen, the pattern for it's in there. It took me an hour just to sew the bow tonight, but let me tell you, that is one damn good bow.

I have to get up really early tomorrow to watch my lovely cousins, so I am not going to elaborate about my day. It was alright, but I have been tired the entire day for some reason. I don't think that I slept enough last night. I babysat for quite some time, which was enjoyable, because Gus decided to sleep for about an hour and a half of the time that I was supposed to watch him. After that we went out for a walk to my house. I called my sister downstairs, and we all sat down on the grass and watched the baby play. I had to clean off his hands and feet, as he was playing in the dirt after a while, but this was alright. I took him upstairs, and turned on the television so that he could watch Sesame Street. That was the first time that he's ever watched television, because his parents don't believe that he should poison his mind with television. Well, he loved it. I am safe from his mother knowing as long as he doesn't start humming the theme song to Sesame Street or anything. I'm pretty sure that I'm safe from that, though.

You know what's been bugging me a bit lately? The fact that when people are online, they don't initiate conversation with me. I should just uninstall AIM for the fact that this pisses me off. You might be saying at this point, "Why aren't YOU the one who initiates conversation, since you are complaining?" Well, I don't like to. If I am on AIM, I am perfectly willing to talk to anyone. If I'm busy, I put up an away message or don't turn it on. Yet, when I go to talk to other people, they inform me that they're busy or doing something "important". Well, what the hell do you want me to do about it? Don't go online if you're so busy. Or at least put up an away message. This is my reason for not talking first on AIM.

I think that's all I have to say for now.

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