give me coffee and tv
2000-08-23 @ 10:09 p.m.

I am literally weeping right now. I just finished watching Young Americans. It's not even like it's a sad show or anything. I just see those kids on television, and they're all perfect, happy, beautiful, and going to an awesome school. Sometimes I wish that my life could be like the kids on television. Not all the time, honestly. Maybe I was being weepy because I wished my life was like that. Or maybe it was just because I was sad. I have no clue. Then again, no one is perfect, it's almost impossible to be happy all of the time, and that beautiful is really a facade of makeup. My school isn't so bad either. It's just one of those little wishes that sits in the back of your mind while your watching television. Everyone wants to be like them, that's why they watch the show.

I am seriously running out of time to get my school work done. I have been working on it more than usual, but I am getting down to my last few days. As of today, I only have thirteen more days to finish it up. I can do it, though. Considering last year I had two months to read Frankenstein, and I read it a night before the project is due, I can pull it off. I hate leaving things until the last minute, so that is one of my resolutions for this year. I probably made the same one last year. Well, I am going to try my best to keep it. I started studying for my PSATs as well. I want to get a head start on it before school starts. I like the book that I'm using. It gives you a little preface about the test and such, and makes sure that you are not worried too much about it, but still is firm on setting a schedule and getting you to complete the book before the test. I hope I have enough time to do it. I will just have to make the time.

I am surprised that my rose is still alive. I mean, they usually never last this long. It will be dying soon, though. That is not a really positive thing to say, but it's true. Hell, it's the truth. The flower is going to die. *sob*

Mmmm...I have to go to bed, I'm in such a bad mood. I think I'm going to Matignon tomorrow with Kerri to return her old books or something.

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