our first kiss won't be the last
2000-08-02 @ 10:14 p.m.
I just finished watching 'Young Americans' on the WB. I rarely ever follow a show, but I really like that one, and Roswell. I always get depressed after I watch them, though. Those kids are supposed to be the same age as me, and yet they are really old in real life. Their lives seem so perfect and nice, and there is always some sort of romantic relationship going on. I can't think of one person from my school who's life is like that. I wonder if there really are people who's life is like that? At the age of 15? If there is, I think I am really missing out on something. Or maybe shows are just over glorified and dramatize everything in a typical teen's life.
I already can't wait until the junior prom this year. I hated the semi, even though I had a good time. I had a good time by myself. I made a promise to myself that this year if I don't have a date, I'm going solo. It's just better that way anyway. I am just as strong alone. I don't care. I want to be the girl who walks in the door, and everyone stares. I want them to wonder why they looked me over in the first place. And here's this girl who you thought was just the girl you always knew. I live in a dream world sometimes, seriously.
But, I don't have too much to say tonight...so, ciao!
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