Tell Me You Love Me

one thing i, i know for sure
2000-09-03 @ 10:57 p.m.

Today was such a sluggy day. *slug slug slug* I mean, we were supposed to go to that party today that we thought was yesterday, but that obviously wasn't meant to be. Ah, my dad was at the gym when my aunt called and told my sister that Nana was at the hospital. Mom was out getting pastry somewhere, I think. I guess she fell out of her wheelchair and her glasses broke and cut her face. We trooped off to the hospital all together, not really wanting to go. I felt bad for my dad, as he saw her and said she looked really bad. She needed five stitches on her face. Poor Nanny. I don't know, it's kind of hard for me to really love her, as I barely know her. Ever since I've been small she's had Alzheimer's, so it's hard to remember her, and I feel guilty about that. But it's none of my fault, and there's nothing that I can do about it. It just makes me sad, because I know it makes my dad really depressed to think about it. He knew her as a different person.

So, we spent most of the day at the hospital. My sister and I were so bored and just anticipating what would happen. We went to the snack machine about five times to get chips, then chocolate, some more chips, a drink. We were so bored we were eating ourselves to death. Three of my aunts and three of my uncles were there. Then Kat and I went out for a walk around the building, which didn't take long. We took some paphlets from a box and drew pictures on them. We looked for magazines but there were no good ones at all, let alone any from the past five years. So, we decided to take a walk up to the maternity place where all of the babies were. They were so adorable! Usually I think babies are so ugly when they are born because they are all pink and wrinkly and just yuck. But these babies were cute. I tell 'ya, after seeing some lovely videos in health class, I don't think I would ever want to have a baby. It looks way too painful. But these babies kind of made me change my mind.

I worked so much on my reports for school today. Now I am really almost finished. I just have to write about a page on my reaction to the book, and then write that stupid play. I am so bad at writing things such as plays, poems, or songs. Ugh. It's not fair. She didn't even give any instructions. She just wrote, write a play, use one character from each book. Yeah. Okay lady. I still have a bunch of stuff to do tomorrow to prepare for school.

Ewwwww! I am listening to the tenents downstairs talk to my mom. The girl, Georgia is such a loser. She has this boyfriend, Neil, whom my sister and I have affectionately labeled "the weiner". I swear, he is a loser too. He just said hi to my mom. If he only knew how much she dislikes him and makes fun of him. He's like, ten years older than this girl, and she thinks they're going to get married. Well, I'm quite sure that he's just using her. He even has a key to the house. He doesn't even live here. My parents were not too happy about that. Such fools.

Okay, I'm tired now. I want to go to bed. Bye bye.

Ciao.

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