Tell Me You Love Me

an ugly turn of you
2001-09-05 @ 9:34 p.m.

Ah, the first day of school is done. I am glad for that. I am hoping that I don't have to worry too much about anything right away. Today was so extremely boring and not fun. I had a bunch of schedule conflicts, and then the three classes that I had today totally sucked. Homeroom was extra long so that we could fill out all of the emergency cards and get all of the start of school papers and other junk that nobody cares about. Then we had a senior assembly that was about nothing that we all didn't already know. Okay, so moving on to the rest of the day. First period I have AB Calculus, which is turning out to be not so very fun already. I think it really sucks, in fact. I love the teacher, but today he gave us a sheet of review problems to work on during the class, and I was already lost. I know this is going to be a struggle. After that, I had Biology for two straight periods. That was sheer and utter hell. I mean, she started teaching TODAY. She just jumped right in and started talking about everything, and it was just really bad. I was there for two whole hours, and if this was an example of how great the year is going to be, I want no part of it. I can tell that it's going to be so utterly boring most of the time, and a lot of work to boot. Oh well, grin and bear it. I'm sure there's worse classes. After that torture, it was down to my guidence councelor to fix my schedule. I found out that there was about fifty million people in front of me, who also had problems with their schedule. This was rather annoying. I mean, I had one small thing that needed to be done, and it wasn't fair that everyone else was taking so long when I only needed to talk to him for a second. I'm a senior; shouldn't I have some sort of privledge to go first or something? Anyway, in the end, I had to go get my Spanish teacher to sign a paper so that I could work in the foreign language office one period a day, and then I had to bring that paper back to my guidence councelor, who told me to bring the paper to Ms. Sceppa, who takes care of matters such as this. What a pain to do all of this, especially for a mistake that I didn't make myself. At least it's all taken care of now.

While all of this was going on, I had seven people outside waiting for me. We were supposed to go to lunch together. I have to say that they were most patient for waiting for such a long time while I got that straightened out. We took the bus down to Davis and then went to eat at China Sun, which I bet you can guess is a Chinese restauraunt. I got tofu and vegetables, which was really good. I guess my friend Jessie was down there too, and she saw me, but she didn't say hello. I shall have to get back at her later.

Um...today's entry is really short on details, since I don't really care and am busy doing other things. Yes...after that fun eating experience I went home and started to clean out my backpack, since I would need it for tomorrow. Then I went with my mom to the post office and the supermarket, and then to pick up my sister at Jessie's house, where she was hanging out with Megan, Jessie's younger sister. Jessie wasn't home, so I just went into her room and looked at all of her books for school. She's got some awfully crappy stuff to read. I started to write her a note to read all about her books and the fact that she wasn't there, but then I fell asleep on the pad of paper. I woke up a half an hour later, wondering what the hell I was doing. When I came to my senses, I figured out where I was. I finished my note, and then my mom called up a while later and told me that it was time to go. Today was just strange. It wasn't that good, yet it wasn't that bad. One of those really weird days that makes you wish that it was either good or bad, just to spare you the agony of not knowing.

Oh! I have to add one thing. Min gave me my birthday present today, which was a cool thing that she brought back from Hawaii. It's this really pretty print of lavender and light orange flowers that is what I think is a sarong. I've never owned one before, but I think it's one of the neatest things ever. I was going to just tie it around my jeans and wear it like that for the day, but it didn't match with my shirt, 'cos my shirt was striped. Definetly cool.

Erm, erm, erm...I am all pissed off now because I was talking to Jason online and then he had to leave, and...argh, it's just so aggravating that this is what always happens. I don't think that we've chatted for more than ten minutes in the past few months. I should shut up though, because I know that we're both really stressed and busy with school. I am trying to be patient. It's hard to be that way. I can't explain. So there.

Ciao.

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