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2000-07-21 @ 10:56 p.m.

I started an entry earlier, but deleted it, because it was time to go and celebrate my little sis's birthday! Happy birthday Kat! Well, now she is twelve years old, and I hope that she is happy. I know when I was twelve and thirteen I was very hard to get along with, especially at home. Well, I still am, but I have gotten better. We had cake and opened presents with my mom, dad, my aunt, uncle, and two cousins, Lauren and Jimmy. I didn't really know what to get her, because usually she makes up a list or something, and she only had about two things on her list: a cd player, and *nsync cds. I didn't really know what to get her, because my mom already picked up that stuff for her. But one day when I was out shopping on Newbury Street with Kerri, we went into Kitty House, a store with all Japanese San-x and Sanrio character stuff. I got her a wash cloth and towel with Tuxedo Sam on it, because I know that he is a character that she really likes. It's this little blue penguin, and it's really cute. My mom also got some *nsync import cds for me to give her. She got a whole bunch of other nice stuff too, which I am not really in the mood to list. But I was jealous of her cd player, as it is one of the newest models, and I have the old Sony cd walkman, which is like the first one that ever came out. It skips like no tomorrow, and I hate it, because I constantly use my cd player everywhere I go. But, my mom told me that she's going to get me a new one for Christmas. Something to look foward to, yes? Well, she's in her room right now, listening to her cds and arranging all of her new stuff in her room.

I almost forgot that tomorrow we are going to an *nsync concert. I am not really in love with them, but I figured that it would be nice to go to another concert. Most of their songs are pretty okay. Kerri called me on June ninth, the night of my semi, right before I was about to go out the door to meet my date, so I didn't have a lot of time to think about it. I just told her that I would go, and I hope that I have a good time. Our seats are the worst, but that's okay. I have daddy's binoculars from Germany. I am just happy that my sister is psyched to go. I should be happy that she is happy. I have been kind of mean to her lately, so I should make it up to her somehow. I notice that she picks up my manners and habits more and more. And sometime those manners and habits are not that nice. Especially when dealing with parents. Well, she'll snap out of it soon. I will just have to fix her somehow. I can usually undo something that I have done wrong.

I guess I didn't get accepted into the webring that I wanted to be in. I am planning to write a rant on how much I hate webrings that are 'elite', and do not let people in. I knew I didn't get in, because if I was accepted, I would have had the fourth space in the ring, and someone else already had taken that place. In fact, two new sites were in the ring, and not mine, for sure. It makes me mad how people set standards for webrings and such. I can see if someone's page is an assault to the senses, but I find that my site is pretty nice. I am not just saying that to be snobbish or anything either. I know it does not have as much content as other sites, but what's there is important to me. Plus, I work really hard on it and put a lot of creative effort into it. It's not like I mindlessly place graphics and other people's work on it. Everyhthing there is from my heart. And people need to get off their quest for power and start being more accepting and not so elite. I bet you it's because my page doesn't have frames. Damn, it's always those stupid frames, isn't it? j/k I just am starting to think that these webrings are power trips for people. They get to decide who is IN, and who is OUT. If they want to be like that, fine. They will never know what they are missing. A more extensive rant will follow on my own page for the world to see.

I have been working hard on my summer work, and I'm almost done with my second book. It is hard, but I will make it through somehow. Oh yes, I will make it through.

Ciao and buona notte.

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